love...?

love…?

why do you love me?
for my body? my personality?
or for your own personal game?
do you think i’m a smart and pretty girl?
or a stupid child you think you can
play with like a toy?
that sparkle in my eyes.
do you think it’s beautiful?
or an easy way into my heart
just so you can tear it to shreds
with your bare hands?
do you laugh when i am funny?
or when i cry for all the pain you’ve caused me?
is my innocence cute and appealing?
or a wall that stands in the way
of your next move?
am i just a pawn in your game
of lies and betrayal?
do you think i don’t know a thing;
that i’ll just let you do what you want with me?
do you even know what feelings are?
just tell me something
so i can decide if i’m wasting my time.
do you really love me?